- Date: 5/20/16
- Time: 1:09AM
- Location: Bedroom
- Duration: 9:34
- # of Edges (Nearly climaxing and then backing away): 4
- Pass/Fail: PASS
Oh my word. This is getting out of hand. The challenge is affecting my cognitive functioning. Here are a few things I've noticed:
- I'm feeling way more energetic and alive. My friend said I was "glowing" tonight. I feel like I need to work out to get rid of this excess energy. I want to bite into something. Or fuck something. Anything.
- I'm moving at a faster pace in general, but I'm making stupid mistakes. My attention to detail is a bit impaired. My ability to speak and formulate sentences has diminished. It takes me longer to get my point across. My mind seems a bit distracted.
- I have an attractive neighbor. I haven't really noticed her before. I ran into her today and I have not been able to stop thinking about her. We ended up in the same elevator today. I was very close to asking her out. I still plan to. Oh my word.
- I would fuck most things
Tonight I went to a friend's party, and this cute girl was hitting on me. When does that ever happen? I do NOT need this right now. There are two days left. This is crunch time. I was about to leave the party, I was saying goodbye, I thought I was in the clear, and she literally pulled me into a conversation with her friend where they were discussing the small of her back. She goes, "The small of my back is my best feature. I have a back valley. You have to touch it." Then she put my hand on the small of her back. I immediately grew erect. She held it there. I became nervous that she could see my pants moving, so I quickly evacuated. Another friend was watching and he knew about the masturbation challenge. On my way out, I asked him, "Why did she have to make me do that?!" He said, "I know! I thought you were going to explode!" I am truly living on the edge.
Like the rest of today, tonight's masturbation session was a bit tenuous. I was getting a little cocky (pun INTENDED), and I decided to go for the fourth edge. When I felt it coming close, I involuntarily told my penis aloud, "No." It was too close for comfort. Thank god there are only two full days left of this challenge. I better make it. I WILL MAKE IT.
Tata for now,