- Date: 5/18/16
- Time: 12:45AM
- Location: Bedroom (back in my apartment!)
- Duration: 10:21
- # of Edges (Nearly climaxing and then backing away): 6
- Pass/Fail: PASS
Okay! I officially have blue balls. I'm experiencing an uncomfortable dullness in my ballsac, and it worsens with my masturbation. This is by far the largest/most-full my ballsac has ever been. It actually makes me feel quite virile and masculine. Like I'm pulsing with testosterone. On top of that, I have a much better sense for where my edge is and how to control it. Tonight I was able to regulate my penile contractions while imagining women. And I had much better mind control as to when I wanted to fantasize or just focus on my bodily sensations. So, overall, this practice has been an incredible growth experience (both emotionally and physically). That said, I could really use the relief of a wet dream.
Today was a day full of good fortune. I flew back to LA from Chicago, and each step of the way seemed to go smoother than the last. I succeeded at recording, editing, and releasing this week's "Quickie" episode. I took medication on the plane that warded off all potential sinus pain. At the last minute, two friends agreed to drive me from the airport to acting class and from the theater to home since I didn't have my car. And I had an educational and fun class! I wonder whether the excess testosterone coursing through my veins contributes to my increased productivity. Either way, phenomenal day!
Cambo99 (my first AOL screen name)